Running from Healing

So I stayed in my green
Fading, blurring
I'm turning into what
I should have been
Running through
The stepping stones
Of too much past
Trying to escape knowing
It won't last
But once it catches up to me
I will be healed
My wound no longer
There for anyone to claim
Tossing and turning
Let the sea awake me
So i don't have to make believe
My dreams are true
Don't, please don't
Just let me stay
Go, please go
Before I run away
Singing to the trees
I never thought of sorrow
Only thought of tomorrow
And the sun again
Don't, please don't
Go, please go