Love Lost

Love is nothing more then a lie,

Barely worth the tears I cry.

I try to resist,

Convince myself it can't exist.

I try to turn it off and go cold,

My pokerface sucks, I fold.

I can't help but think what's wrong with me,

Why doesn't anyone want to be with me?

Fuck it, who needs em, I say out loud,

While inside I'm shattered, outside I remain proud.

Have to keep up the charade,

Can't rain on anyones parade.

I won't let them see,

What you have done to me.

Alone I cry,

Begging to die,

Asking myself why it has to be this way,

Why, oh why, couldn't you stay?