Turning Wine Into Piss

The world outside means nothing today
Since everything in has gave way
Something inside shows me to blame
Rgretting the words I've come to say

I'm sorry I question, I trouble, I break
It's my nature when it comes to faith
Only I know I"m wrong even if none are right
I can't even find my way to sleep at night

Between crying and holding it all in
I try to stop lying to myself
Struggling to hold up my chin
And smiling to please everyone else

I need it now, I made my mistake
Too painful now to lie and fake
I knew I couldn't last without
I knew I couldn't go on
Telling myself it's alright
And everyone else it's over

Then I hear it again echoing in my head
Crying again realising what I'd said
thinking why must it come to this?
Turning Wine Into Piss.