Sometimes

SOMETIMES

Sometimes I think that I'm lucky,
Other times I feel ashamed
For everything you do for me
I feel I'm the one to blame
I kept you here by my side
When we couldn't get along
I thought one day it would be okay,
It turned out that I was wrong.
Nothing in my life has changed
And I'm starting to lose my head
No matter how things turn out
I can't forget what you've said
You call me names so frequently
That I always start to cry
Everytime I think of it
My heart begins to die
Never have I felt si bad
Never so alone
For every part of my body aches
Right down to the bone
You tell me that I am the one
No one else compares,
So lonely and so hopeless
You'll wash away my cares
And tell me that you're sorry
For everything you've done
I don't think you'll ever change
My life has no more fun
I feel like I am trapped
Alone within my heart
All I want in a new beginning
A beautiful fresh start.
I somehow think that we are different
No matter how much the same
I keep chasing you around in circles
Never giving up on the game
We always argue and we always fight
We never even try
We say that we'll be different
However that's a lie
I wish that I could be myself
But I know that I cannot
Cause everytime that I've tried
All we did was fought.

Ashley L. Moreton