Who are you again?

Scared of what I think I read
I wish it wasn't true
This person in this messed up poem
It isn't really you

I'm sure I studied you so hard
And I left nothing out
I watched you as you lived your life
It's not perfect no doubt

Don't try to protect me
From places I've not been
You don't know my every thought
The things that I have seen

You know I can't be angry
No matter what you do
You always seem to make me laugh at everything with you

You told me you knew I knew you
I didn't really think
That once you let me read those words
My hopes for you would sink

Now I wonder who you are
Are you really he
Who made me feel so wonderful
The best that I could be?

I feel like I don't know you now
It came as a surprise
I will support you in this time
The past just feels like lies

It's not your fault, you didn't know
That I drew strength from you
And now that my world's fallen down
My faith and trust has too

To find I'd not known you at all
Not read you on this line
It makes me think about my life
And how I was so blind

But how I think and what I feel
It doesn't really matter
Als that matters to me now
Is how to make you better

Nothing could change my thoughts of you
Not what you do or say
Wherever you go, what ever you do
My love with you will stay

You are officially my good friend
You are in my heart
So takes this time of pain and trouble
And make a brand new start

You ask why I am silent and you ask why I look sad, but you never think to ask if I am simply mad...