The Test

Pounding is my heart. Short is my breath.
I am confused, is this a test?
When did the winds change from fast to slow? Unaware it has hit me at the core. I hate this feeling of uncontrolled emotion,lost in regret unfounded devotion.

The touch till fresh, still warm, grasped tightly are hands upon my waist,pulling me in for a more aquainted taste.
My head falls back. I can feel warm breath close to my neck around my ear....slowly it is fading away..my fear.

Our eye's locked and stuck in a hypnotizing stare.
I am now aware of myself.
MY soul is showing!It is bare.
So focused yet so lost.
What will happen, what will be my fee?
Just how much will this cost me?

My ear's are ringing,
my mind is racing,
my thought's are scattered torn and tattered....Ahhhhh what a feeling!
Pulling me in taking me over becoming my lover, will this art of ecstasy make me suffer?

Just let go, give into tempting fate...
I have just become the bate.
Hand's run down their warm back.
As finger's intertwin around their scap.
Falling into unfamilar territory,into the zone something I havent known.
Secret's are not revealed, untold, How will this unfold?

I smile as I glance down to see a shiver a twinge of thankfulness.
So much heat, so much bliss.
Is there really regret inside me buried deep? Maybe so but be assured it is tucked away nice and neat.
Only for me to have for me to remember not for the other gender.

Thank you for what we shared, but it was not realistic nor for the taking.
Nothing but a memory of....horizontal symmetry if you will please.
A special fondness in my mind and my heart.
I know that is where I can keep you in seceret. Where you will alway's rest, because I'm afraid you my friend were in fact my own personal test....