a song written by me last summer in july. painful past... |
(verse one) so tired of this game you're playin' you can't hear the words i'm not sayin' so sure i'll never go-- you're so sure i'll never go. i promised you i'd always be there foolishly made before i saw you just didn't want to care... ah, so sure you'd be there, too i was so sure you'd be there, too... (chorus) and now i'm choking on all of the things we never said i'm hungry for the love you so grudgingly give it's always a fight... well it won't be tonight... you tripped over your own self just to stay unclose to me... you'd rather see me cry than to make me believe, in you. i believed in you. (verse two) it was cold that january...it was so different from the start searching that new sky, we understood complicated parts so sure this would be... we were so sure we'd always be real. imagination was sweet, but reality meant so much more a window to light, an opening door but this will never be... you say we were never meant to be. (chorus 2) so i'm choking on all of the things you never said tired of the games that you play with my head it's always a fight (always a fight) well it won't be tonight-- i see that you'd cut out your own heart just to stay unclose to me you're still flipping the script; you don't want me to believe, in you. but i believe in you. i still do. (bridge) i try to understand why your love is so cold you hide behind unfeelings that you never really sold now it's always me who's reaching out-- i wanna believe in you, but then, i don't really feel you, now... and now we're so UnCLoSe... |