Loves Lost

I cry at sad movies
I cry at happy movies
Wondering where I am in the scheme of my life
Could that be me, crying for a lost love
Or yearning for that first touch between new lovers
Then the movie ends and I am left alone
To think of the could have beens
And the maybes
Until one day I rise from my thoughts
And search for that first touch
That eventually becomes that lost love
And I cry, like in a sad movie
Over tears I have shed
Like in a happy movie when the scene ends
And it is just me.