Unfinished Business

If I was inclined to commit suicide
today would be the day to do it.

The kind of day you wake up and want to sleep
but get up anyways
Terrible dreams play around the edge of your mind
but seem better than wakening
A sunny day with a bright blue sky and a light breeze
you can't enjoy

The kind of day that won't let you remember happy
while it stares you in the face
A day where you think you have no friends
while they stand around you
A day when anything is possible
but nothing happens