Dear Me

Dear me,

I am sorry ive been so hard on you
I only wanted a chance
but now because of myy arrogance
your no longer in stance

I set you up to fail now
so periodically in place
and let you go with little grace
to the floor beneath your legs

Dear me, im only human
witch is what you are to
and i don’t know how i can keep going
with the damage i put you through

Dreams imprisoned deep inside
deep inside of this rotting shell
and living with me, inside of me
is like living inside of hell

Im sorry for the damage done
the darkness ive given to you
and everything i told you here
none of it was true

Im sorry that i am unattractive
Im sorry for this pain
you experience the mockery
because of my distain

I didn’t mean for you to feel
the damage that you do
and now you know that this is real
And i cant understand

So think about the pain you feel
And just remain, don’t roam
Cause some day this will all be gone
And we will finally be at home