fights with parents hurt there kids..alot |
watching from my window looking through the rain i see him hitting and beating her. i really want to do something but i know i cant i try blocking my ears and closing my eyes it hurts to much to here her and watch her be in pain if he keeps this up i know she wont be here long i hated i ever trusted him! everythign i ever did wasted and gone! i look at him screaming and crying yelling over and over i hate you dad! i wipe a tear from my eye i hate it that hes doing this to mom! its really hurts inside, and makes me really mad! mommy never did anything to you i scream i cant take anymore so i curl into the back of the room, closing my eyes wishing this will be nothing but a dream as i rock back and forth i think over and over what mommy could of done to make daddy this way i scream as loud as possible i hate this day then i look out the window and im so shocked to see daddy with that gun its not a toy one me and him use to play with and have fun hes poiting it at mommy she dosnt know what to do i look at her and can tell she has no clue i think to my self yelling over and over what can i do i get an idea and run into the rain mommys always telling me to be a man not a boy so i stand there ready to take this pain i see him getting ready to shoot and run infrount of her i fall to the ground as the bullet gose in me there both schocked not knowing what to do he cant belive he really did this i here him over my screams say"how could this be" i look up at them taking my last few breaths of life i lie to them so they wont be afraid "dont worry mom its not that bad just feels like a prick from a knife" she cries down at me i look up at dad and ask him t pleese let me and mom be he walks away and i look up at my mom "mom i lover you your the best, your the bomb" i couldnt let him do that to you you really should of knew that i wouldnt let him hurt you me and her share one last hug i whipser to her right befor i die dint worry mom dont cry well be togather again some day everythign will be fine |