This is almost a fable told of romance! Oh yes but of course a painful romance! |
Eden (So it is): Overhead, the marooned sky, crimson starved, calmly dimming out to fade... Noisy stillness in the air piercing cries, echoes, while drifting away On his knees, he is bowed gasping for his last breath blond gray sand trailed with steps and calm sea water with purplish ripplings posing eager waves which vanishes too soon His gaze fixed to the ground Utter numbness versus he, Every ounce of his last breath, is to resist, and not to succumb dreaded to look back to the sky stiff he is, eyes fixed to the ground. Choking, slyly life's draining off day of reckoning is it, the demise? gathering utter courage, he returns his gaze... ... ... may be for the last time.... (But): The eastward horizon was crimson, threads of rays streaming out, along the silver line of chromatic clouds. the span of the infinite sea gleaming out, calm waves as if playing a duet of fantasia He holds his breath and closes his eyes, His heart fills with life And he promises, he'll wait for the dawn, he'll wait for the paradise He'll wait for Eden of his life... ... ... ... And he waits for her... ... ... ... ... Now a thousand times.... lying he watched this kaleidoscopic sky, a thousand times he smiled every-time he felt she smiled, an infinite times he quivered, every moment she crossed his mind A thousand times he saw the thousandth dream on every dream of her and a thousandth time he tried to fly on every birds flight she awed on... A thousandth time his eyes sparkled every time she blinked hers... And he holds his breath and closes his eyes, His heart fills with life And he promises, he'll wait for the dawn, And he'll wait for the paradise He'll wait for Eden of his life... ... ... ... And he waits for her... ... ... ... ... His senses filled-up like a rain in the desert ... every time he reached for her His eyes glittered with brimming tears Every time he saw her ignorant ways And her hair took him to the montage of cosmic clouds Every time his hands touched hers And his heart, would probably stop Every time she'd laugh her captivating laughter He saw all, but him in her eyes And he tasted heaven in her lips He felt the warmth of Cytherea And her fingertips playing as if Bach's in his sensation And she reminded him of boyhood where everything starts but never ends And her innocent glances as if telling him tales of fairyland And he would hate to see an ounce of pain in her eyes, a wonderland of his fantasy And he holds his breath and closes his eyes, His heart fills with life And he promises, he'll wait for the dawn, And he'll wait for the paradise He'll wait for Eden of his life... ... ... .……… And he waits for her... ... ... ... ... The retrospect: They played in the gardens where the leaves never shed In the greens and in the reds of roses they flitted like a gentle swift breeze Under the bright sun... sparkling blue He narrated her the oldies... his wonders and watched the wonder grow in her eyes Like the crimson growing in the dawn sky Hands locked they walked along the bay and walked along that maiden river as she loved to see the sun going down while dreaming of paradise, dreaming of the Eden...... School bag shabby, he would run to her... Playful gestures, laughter and giggles... boxes....... and pencils and pens... scribblings in the slam-book... “True love” she said, and made him read the book... as if they promised under the moon without words... as if they knew their minds.... And so it is! : And now looking at the sea... seeing the ship sailing by... times drifting away, stranded among the failing hopes... days or night speeding through without any order... senses numb... as if he won' feel anything.... tearing their love apart... the roaring waves... holding on tight... in the rage of destiny.... they were lost in the immense ocean.... now.. a thousands gates guards her.... a thousand tin soldiers... parades endlessly... but her fragrance still lingers in the air... for him, her eyes still speaks to his..... and he promised... he would break those.... for the tin soldiers are not of flesh and blood.... and he looked for power in her eyes... looked for those promises made under the moon.... ........ ......... ........... ............. And she waits... waits for his promises, Blinklessly gazing to-wards the far east for the sun, Holding on her heart, hard... pretending to her own world... Endless hope... retreating to questions! It's a fairytale so tragic She thinks there's no prince to break the spell she won't believe in the magic There ain't no storybook story There's no never-ending song And she won’t count on a miracles And she won’t count on miracles… and he is runnin' through the forest With the wolf at his heels his king is lost at midnight When the tower bells peal they've got no fairytale ending In God's hands their fate is complete For her heart breaks... in the silence of loneliness... for she complains... that she isn't the paradise.... for she struggles inside... making herself believe.... for she saw the deluding tempest... like a tale so true fleeting through her eyes.... For he would drift from face to face.... with the time for he sees another sun burning down.... down the horizon like a silent creeping viper... he was poisoned to numbness..... helplessness mounting like a paralyzing force....... ........ ......... ........... ............. but he holds his breath and closes his eyes, His heart fills with life And he promises, he'll wait for the dawn, And he'll wait for the paradise He'll wait for Eden of his life... ... ... ... And he waits for her... ... ... ... ... but the destiny wonders.... will the paradise be there...? And I wonder... how long he'll last.... But he waits, below the marooned sky, crimson starved, dimmed out to fade... Noisy stillness in the air piercing cries, echoing, while drifting away in time..... And on he goes... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... .. --a.k.a. Natraz in Offline World |