The Book of Gregory

Today it was revealed to me
The shining gospel of my insecurity
The long lost book of Gregory
It chronicles the history
Of the fucked up mind that you now see
A state of mental anarchy

Well it seems as if I should stop trying now
They've already got my downfall
All planned out
What makes me any different
From the heaven-sent
From the golden boy that I was claimed to be

Today I had a force-fed revelation
About my abomination
The claim to end all of my fuckin frustrations
I never had a chance you see
It's my destiny
To live in mental anarchy

Well it seems as if I should stop trying now
They've already got my downfall
All planned out
What makes me any different
From the heaven-sent
From the golden boy that I was claimed to be

Stop everything
It's been revealed it doesn't really matter
Stop everything
All this time, I just thought, I thought I should just try harder

But it seems I'm doomed
Not by my own doing
But by the design of my mind
It seems I'm doomed
So don't you try to overrule it
I guess I'm fucked this time

Today it was revealed to me
The shining gospel of my insecurity
The long lost book of Gregory
It chronicles the history
Of the fucked up mind that you now see
A state of mental anarchy

But somehow I just can't believe it
Something tells me it's just a product of
A search to explain
Everything in terms mental anguish
I think someone fucked up....
I won't lie down, and let somebody lecture me
Give me a verbal lobotomy
Is this really what is best for me
I think I know what's best for me...

Stop everything
It's been revealed it doesn't really matter
Stop everything
All this time, I just thought, I thought I should just try harder
Stop everything
It's been revealed it doesn't really matter
Stop everything
All this time, I just thought, I thought I should just try harder