Cant wait, won't wait

Don’t really know where I stand
Am I a burden or am I your man?
Don’t want to hinder your life’s opportunities and chances
Staring at walls which were once glances
Just fixed on one place on this bare canvas of existence
Feel like I’m a hindrance or a form of resistance
To the way you want to live
But I do feel I’ve got so much to give
Sometimes I just want to walk with you
Pick up a phone and just talk with you
Am I holding you too tight?
Shall I let go so you can take flight?
Or shall I grow wings and soar next to you
I feel blessed next to you
Let you lie on my chest or just lay next to you
If you love something then let it go
But I’m scared that if I do I’ll have nothing to show
Just empty arms
No medicines, no remedy, no balms
A hollow heart that doesn’t want to beat
A tired head and retired feet.


Can’t sleep and I won’t sleep till we’re together again
Won’t sleep can’t sleep, I’m coming to see you again

Really want to hold you close
You still dominate my life most
I can’t sleep and I won’t sleep till I’m with you again
We get back home we can go to Zen
Not a wink till we’re united
The pain I’ve just got to fight it
Our love will never be tarnished or blighted
Just me and you and our little house on the prairie
All this distance is beginning to scare me
You’re not just a five-minute drive away
But when we’re together I feel so alive, so stay
It gets harder the more I think
It feels less painful the more I drink
But that can’t remain
Because by Friday I’ll be on that train
On the way to hold you next to me
Its not just sex to me
My emotions like ivy, all intertwined in yours
Don’t know what to do but dream of you and me on sandy shores