Sometimes is very difficult being me

Yes, its me, and its so difficult sometimes.
Sometimes so histeric, so obsesive, neurotic,anorexic, borderline and psicotic maniac out of control criature...
Yes, its me, a peanut butter lover and addict,a lonely diplomat stuck in a bored embassy, claiming that what doesnt kill you make you stronger, keep on going anywhere, or some unknow place, may be so far away to reach it.
Yes, its me, the one who dreams with New York, who waits for a miracle, who faces reality with open eyes even when doesnt want to.
Yes, its me, and sometimes its very, very difficult BEING ME.