Prelude to Book 1 Chapter 1

Hello i'm Josh, the following writing just shows my personal views and is in no way endorsed by anyone atall anywhere. Nor do i have any proof for such things.
What i will set out in these "books" are the major events that have happened to me and their meaning in Lore language.
I also feel it important to tell you now there is a possibility for what i say in 3 different religions so even if i'm wrong in the one i've chosen theres still the possibility i'm somthing in another one.
I am one of two relgions which switch regularly mostly when ym charactor changes my religion changes currently i am in my Vos mood. In this mood i believe this: I am a prophet of one religion a dead religion and Protected by the spirits of another religion. Of course i can't proove it it would be madness to try and do so, but i still can't help but believe.