Life's not Easy

Today, I feel weak like a freak
Do you suppose it's been a week?
Days go by, but I am too shy
Even though I know they fly.

Today, I'm fine, feeling divine
I know I missed a week, but
To see another trickle by
That's okay, as I sway to see
The children out at play

Today, I cried myself to sleep
Because I haven't slept for a week
Just off and on I travel to sleep
Since my emotions travel their peak!

Today, I rest upon my pillow
And wonder what to think
My mind is running out of ink
The words are not clear
They are missing letters
Because I try to live to die

Today, I made a mess on my dress
That made me cry from my eye.
I looked at you and wonder why
Your still wiping me dry

Love is something I don't understand,
But you have showed me life so grand.
It can be possible for you to leave
But you just stay and help me believe.

I know I love you, can't you see?
But feelings are not coming out of me.
You keep your distance then cuddle me
Every time I cannot see,
Past the hell that only I can see.
You're all I have and you're precious to me,
Even though life's not easy!