From An Old Life, To A New

I miss the days where I just didn’t care about a thing they said or did to me
I just wish I could go back to the good old days
The days where no one judged you or cared about your looks
They only cared that we were getting high
Without a thought or worry
Nothing but good times with good weed
There are lots of good things about now
But today I can’t think about that stuff
The only things I can think about
Are the things I wish I did and didn’t do
Too many regrets
Too many mistakes
Too many things that make me feel like I did too many things wrong
Things that killed my friendships
Things that killed my soul
Things that killed the things I live off of
The things that got me where I am today
With the best person in my life
But I can’t seem to think about how great he is
All I can think about are my old friends
My old habits
And my old life
Too many regrets
Too many mistakes
Too many tears today about things from yesterday
So I shall try to bid my old life a fair well
And welcome my new life with a hello and welcome
Because I shouldn’t live in the past
Because right now I love him
And I am bringing all my attention to him
For I need him to help me
With old regrets and mistakes
And help me move on
And live my life with him
And for myself
And no one else