i miss you

i miss you

robin i miss you, i miss you so.
i hate my self for letting you go..
robin im sorry for letting your last breaths slip as i stood above you
laughing telling you to move.

robin im sorry.sorry for not helping you.
im sorry as i watched you lay that i laughed at you.
robin i want you to rest in peace, stop looking down at me.
let the painful memeories that i carry rest.

robin you said you wanted to go, wanting to be with your mother,
i let you go not thinking of the painful memories your dying eyes would bring.
robin you said you wanted to go, you said you wanted to go home,
im sorry that i let you go..

robin im sorry that i told you of my dream of your death,
telling you to be safe..
robin im sorry you didnt take me serious of what i saw,
i saw your pain, i heard your cries, i saw your mother waiting and calling you.

robin im sorry you died young, for what i dont know why.
im sorry for you painful life, sorry for your struggles.
robin im sorry for your children that loved you so,

robin please rest in peace and leave me be.
im haunted of your eyes, im tormented of your last words you tried to speak
robin please let me be, let me rest let my my mind ease.

robin i want closure and peace robin please let me be.
im sorry for your death i didnt mean to let you be. i didnt mean to laugh as you die
thinking it was a joke, im sorry for not helping you, dragging your body as if it was a game, laughing at the way you looked calling you names as you slurred your speech..

robin i love you, i want you to rest please be that angel that you were in life,
please smile down upon me wrapping your warmth that you showed me in life,
let you kind soul bring joy to your children as they think of you..let your love carry threw the ones you touched let your tears and struggles show others of your kind soul