just a few of my "What If's"

I have a lot of friends, family members who think I am crazy or paranoid. I am not. well that is my opinion anyway. I like to be prepared for anything, so I spend countless hours thinking up What If's.

You know, like what if your husband never came home from work?

or what if you never came home from work?

What if someone breaks in while I am in the shower?
What if I have a heart attack and noone else is home?

What if I was attacked by a stranger? What if my car rolled off the road into a river and I couldn't get out? (This really happened to my sister)

What if my husband falls out of love with me?

What if my Dad passes away?

What if I woke up one day and had NO memory?
What if I had to choose between saving my son or my daughter in a house fire?

what if something horrible happened to my son or daughter?

What if I would have left my mom on life support one more week?

These are just a few of the What If's that I toss around in my brain daily. Sometimes they make me want to sit down and cry, other times they give me the incentive to get up and clean house like a mad woman!