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My sons off to university,the mixed emotions it has stirred up in me i never anticipated. |
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I never imagined i would be this bad, My sons leaving for university , who would ever have thought , i would turn into this mess where i'm secretly crying rivers locked away in the bathroom, my stomach feels like a washing machine thats constantly in motion .i'm not sleeping much at all and the little sleep i am getting is broken with terrible nightmares, where i'm letting out these cries because i have a feeling something is being pulled from the pit of my stomach. I carn't walk past my son without throwing my arms around him and smothering him with kisses, which he found amusing at first but now he's looking at me like i've gone crazy but at the same time humering me. Inspite of everything i'm going through ,iknow he will be fine, he's more than capable of taking care of his self,and i'm sending him away with my full blessing.Its new and exciting and i hope he has a fantastic time. I truly am blessed to be his motherand all the extreme emotions im feeling right now are born out of the fact that i love so much. What ever happens for him good or bad on this next stage of his journey of life ,home will always be home and his mum and dad are really proud of him. |
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