Twisted Pain

TEARING ME APART

This pain wont go away
It's slowly killing me
Tearing me apart
Even when I'm with you
I'm cold and broken inside
And you don't seem to notice

This empty feeling haunts me
I can see it's slugish form
In the corner of my eye
I can feel it's breath of death
Upon my neck
I can hear it
Beckoning me to give in
Because it knows
I'm close to the edge
Ready, waiting to fall.


I LOVE YOU AND GOOD BYE

I don't understand...

Why is it
When he's telling me not to cry
He's fighting back tears?

Why is it
That I say it's only good bye
When I know I'm lying to myself?

Why is it
That I feel so far away
From the person I'm closest to?

Why is it
I keep everything inside
When I know it's tearing at me?

Why is it
For fear of my heart being broken
I let the moment pass me by
Only to have my heart crumble in my own hands?

Why is it
You have to lose something
To realize what you had?

Why is it
I can't put into words
What I feel so strongly?

Why is it
So hard to say
Everything that should come naturally?

Why is it
I can't say
I love you and good bye?


TO BLIND TO SEE

You were always there
but like most people
I was to blind to see
The miracle infront of me.

Do you see
When your around
I can't look you in the eye?

And do you see
That I hardly breath
When you get to close to me?

And did you hear
The pain in my voice
When I met her?

And did you hear me
When I said I loved you?

Or were you like me
To blind to see
The miracle we could be?

And as she walks into your life
I realize
You couldn't hear my cries
And you were to blind to see
The miracle we could have been.

THESE TEARS THAT I'VE CRIED

If only my tears
Could flood away these feelings
This pain I’m drowning in
Won’t seem to subside
And I don’t have the strength to swim

Won’t you save me from this grief?
This cloud of darkness
It always seems to appear
When you not near
I wonder if you can hear my cries

Even the majestic sky
Is not wide enough to hold these tears that I’ve cried
Still my eyes will not dry
And as my tears rain down from my sky
I close my eyes and I fall

If only my tears
Could bring you closer to me
Yet I know that could never come to be
I wonder if you cry for me
As I have cried for you

I’ve cried for you so many nights
But I now realize that somehow
These tears of mine will dry
Someday
As for today

I continue to cry for you


MAYBE

Maybe I'm not the prettiest or smartest girl you know
Maybe I'm not talented or confident
Maybe I don't fix in with the right crowd
Maybe I don't have a lot of money
Maybe I'm too trusting at times
Maybe I can be a bit naive
Maybe I'm different and crazy
Maybe I rush into things without thinking
Maybe I tend to make a fool out of myself
Maybe I'm not perfect
Maybe I don't have as much to offer
as those other girls do
But to you I give all my heart and love
And, maybe, that should be enough..