Hello fellow writer. Happy Account Anniversary! Wow, you describe in great detail your heart surgery ordeal. Yes, I agree with you. It is indeed a good thing that you are sedated and unaware of all the things involved with your surgery. Who would want to be awake and aware when their ribs are sawn apart? I imagine the noise and the smell would be horrifying. So much happens while the patient is anaesthetized and only by asking questions about the procedure do you understand the many aches and pains. It does take time and rest for the body to heal. Recovery is often a slow process. All those medical people you mention deserve respect and gratitude. They really do go above and beyond. You do not mince words recounting your recovery. You do not gloss over the ugly and trying/frustrating issues. Heart surgery is very real and your tale emphasizes this. I like that you also appreciate and thank your husband and family members. I cannot fathom undergoing all of this alone. You are a testimonial to modern medicine and a family's enduring love. I am happy for you. Thanks for sharing your story.