First this is a wonderful addition to your journal. It's the best one I've read so far. Probably because you put so much of yourself in it. You not only show your worries, fears and insecurities, but also the happiness, success and appreciation, not only for the site but for those on this site. The StoryMaster really should read this piece, to let him again know just how important this site has been for some people, you showed that here. A lot of us use the site to kill time, or talk to friends, but for you it was a way to escape that real world teeming around you, and your worries are potentially life threatening, we here in America have no idea what worries you have, it's not ignorance, it's just we have no frame of reference to compare it to, not the bulk of us anyway.

It is well written, but that isn't the important part., It is informative, toughing, frightening and heartening. Anyway, I think it is an exceptional journal entry. One that has told me something about your life, and it's a journal entry that I won't forget anytime soon.