This choice: Parallel memories of being Jakki flood in... • Go Back...Chapter #7New Life as Jakki by: Hawkcam   As you finally accepted the fact that the magic of the app was real, you became lightheaded, with new memories flooding into your mind. You now remember growing up as the oldest sibling, Jakki. You remember getting your first period as a young, girl just entering puberty. You remember teaching Sarah, now younger than you by a year, about periods along with your mother. You remember getting your first crush on a boy. Your first date with a boy. First kiss with a boy. Losing your virginity as a woman. Going to homecoming and prom with boys. Falling in love. Giving Sarah advice about boys. So many memories flooded your mind at once. Your new memories told you that you were now 19 years old. Having been a 17 year old boy, with Sarah being your older sister at 18, you, being the new older sister became 19. Your memories even told you that you actually weren’t even living with your family anymore. That you moved in with your boyfriend of 3 years and we’re just visiting your family for the day. You were even a college student now.
All these new memories overwhelmed you. Now having 19 years of memories growing up as a girl, which was more than your 17 years as a boy, you felt conflicted about your identity. A part of you regretted this wish, wanting to be male. The other, now fighting for dominance, was happy as a girl. That part of you wasn’t even aware of the wish, almost as if your personality was split in two, despite still being one personality. Like something that was being cut in half but stopped before it was cut all the way through. A metaphor that reminded you of Nearly Headless Nick, from Harry Potter. As a boy, you were a fan of the Harry Potter movies. As a girl, you were an even bigger fan, having read all the books. Jakki seemed more into fantasy than your old self was. Her interests, while mostly similar to your own, were not identical to yours. She wasn’t as interested in sports as you were, despite still being interested in them enough that she went to every one of her boyfriend’s football games and even played a little soccer herself when she was younger, and has been a cheerleader since high school, now a college cheerleader. She wasn’t as interested in video games either, although she did play a few every now and then. And she had additional interests that you didn’t have before, like fashion and shopping. Typical girly interests.
These conflicting personalities fought for dominance over your mind. After several minutes of standing there, trying to compose yourself while your mind fought with itself, it finally ended, at least for now.
  indicates the next chapter needs to be written. |
| Members who added to this interactive story also contributed to these: |
<<-- Previous · Outline  · Recent Additions © Copyright 2025 Hawkcam (UN: hawkcam1996 at Writing.Com). All rights reserved.
Stardust has granted Writing.Com, its affiliates and syndicates non-exclusive rights to display this work within this interactive story. Poster accepts all responsibility, legal and otherwise, for the content uploaded, submitted to and posted on Writing.Com. |
View Portfolio
Visit Notebook
Send Gift Points
Awards
Badges
Send Email
Community Newsfeed
General Discussion
Sponsored Items
Book of Trinkets
Static Items
Books
Groups
Interactive Stories
Audio
Campfire Creatives
Community Notes
Crossword Puzzles
Documents
Folders
Images
In & Outs
Madlibs
Photo Albums
Polls
Product Reviews
Quizzes
Survey Forms
Web Pages
Word Searches
More by this author