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what shaped my life was losing my nana and papa |
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What shaped me the most in my life so far First, when I was three maybe four, my grandma made me a room in the attic. The room was made up of spongebob, since that was my favorite show when I was little. To this day I still remember everything that was in that room. Like I’m still a little kid playing in that room. When i was five i started calling my grandma “Pat meme”. When I called her Pat meme for the first time, she had this big smile on her face. Then she said “My baby girl i love you so much never forget that”. After that she kissed my forehead and got pink lipstick on my forehead. This taught me to be nice. Second, when I four, I use to cuddle up with my grandpa before I went to bed. Everytime before I went to bed he would sing me twinkle twinkle little star and hush little baby don’t cry. I would fall asleep instantly. he would carry me right in the into their room, lay me down in the middle, and he’d lay right down beside me and put his over my head. Then he said “sweet dreams, i love you so”. He told me this at the age of 8. When he told me, I got up and hugged him so tight and kissed his cheek. I told him “ I love you so much”. He just got this big smile on his face as if he was proud of me. My grandpa was my rock. He spoiled me like crazy. He knew me a lot better than my mom does. This taught me to be caring. Third, when i was six years old, i remember my grandpa getting so sick. At the age of six years old I could tell that something was wrong. It made me cry sometimes. Two year past and my grandpa could get out of the hospital, but; he had to be put into a wheelchair. He wasn’t aloud to drive. He could move other parts of his body but could not move his neck. I was told that was part of his sickness. Forth, I was nine year old , and it was summer and my grandma and grandpa moved to south dakota. I stayed there for the summer. I had a lot of fun. My grandma took me shopping around south dakota. Towards the end of summer my grandpa taught me how to ride a bike without training wheels. He followed me all the way down the road in his motorized wheelchair. He was saying “come on sydney you can do it, never say you cant”. This taught me to never give up and to be nice. Fifth, I did not get to see my grandma and grandpa for over 5 years. The day I found out I lost my grandpa was the day aunt’s baby shower. I didn’t know what was going on till my mom handed me the phone. The first thing my grandma said to me was “ your grandpa loved you so much”. Thats when it hit me. I started crying. I got into a fight with my mom i was saying “ I wanna go see my grandma, I don’t wanna stay here”. The funeral came on february 25 2011. I got to see my grandma for the first time in over 5 years. She was crying and said, while hugging me so tight, “ I got my sydney I got my sydney back”. I could not stop crying the whole funeral. Losing my grandpa taught me that life is to short, spend all the time you can with your love ones. Sixth, The day I found out i lost my grandma was the day my world came crashing down on me. When i found out about losing my grandma i cried for the longest time, since my grandpa died. After me and my grandma got into seeing each other on a regular schedule. I felt like i was at peace, and that little kid was back that i once knew with them. She treated me like, I was the only one she had left. She would remind how i look so much like my grandpa. she would say “how flatt my butt was like him, and when ever she did my hair was just as thick as my grandpa”. The sunday I got back to the house from staying at my other grandmas. My told me to sit down and she told me that I lost my grandma. I ran away on my bike crying and thinking so much. She died that weekend on friend. I remember talking to her that friday before i left to go to my other grandma’s. Then came the funeral in oct 2012. They had picture I drew for her and picture of us when I was little. I got to the coffin, she was laying there so still. That very instant i started to cry but my family came over and sad, “there are two angle looking over you and who loved you so much”. I say my grandpa wanted his true love with him. Losing my grandma taught me to people loved me and u should learn to love them back. |
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