Sex and Lies

A heartbeat, a gasping breath
Pain beyond all belief
No one to comfort me
Its all my fault
there is no way this pain
Will go away soon
The sight of their beautiful little faces
Burned in my memory
Now i just wish that i
Could lean on you
and that you would be true
to what you said
you would do for me
but it all seems that
through this all im all by meself
and this pain is slowly killing me
i just want to curl up
waste away, miserable me
poor me, die for them
its all to much to bear
so goodbye, farewell
gonna kiss this world adieu
ill see you in the afterlife
dry your eyes, silence the sobs
i have caused you
we weill be together again