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My emotional ups and down |
| Have nothing to write about and I hate when that happens. I mean, maybe I do have something to write about. If I didn't i wouldn't be typing right now. I guess I'm writing about nothing. Ok, I am writing about- writing about nothing. I have decided to treat myself to a mani~pedi and eyebrows every Wednesday( manicure and pedicure and eyebrow waxing). I figure I have to treat myself every once and a while. I've feeling good about myself lately. I haven't felt like this in while. Last year around this time, I was taking medication for the bipolar condition that I suffer from. I didn't want to say the condition that I suffer from- I rather disassociate myself from it. But, I have been feeling good lately. maybe it's because I have been working for the past three month, after being unempleyed for two years; maybe it's because I have also been attending school. Maybe it's both. What ever it is, I like the feeling. The only thing that bothers me is the fact that I stay up til all hours, and that is usually a sign of me falling into a deep depression. Maybe this time around I will not fall into a deep depression. Maybe this time i will feel alive for the first time. I have been getting along with my partnerm but for how long? Maybe we are getting along because I am trying a little harder? I don't know, he still pisses me the fuck off, and I still want to be on my own. I just want to write an awesome book and get published. I already know who to give the first free books to. My bestfriend George, my sister and the people that matter the most. Fuck the other fake ass females that just call me when they need something. Anyway, I have been writing I guess I need ti. Ivan is my boyfriend's niece's ex-boyfriend. He called me yesterday, while I was out, and started to unload. I feel really bad for him. I cant believe that bitch did that to him. i mean, i have done worse, but I like Ivan. Therefore, she gets no respect from me. And a guy like that is really hard to come by. I wish my man was like him. I', not going to get into details about Ivan, but, If anyone is interested let me know. he lives in the Bronx NY. I need to find him a good girl. A good,smart, and hard working girl- not the bum bitch he had before- what a loser she is. |
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