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whops, sorry about the whole 'killing myself' thing; it was in response to me not being able to have kids.

I don't think I would actually go through with it though, because life is far too precious to throw away like that, but my intial feeling would be that of depression and despair. Once I'd gotten over that, I'd think about fertility treatment or adoption. I like the idea of adopting from outside of my own country, where there are lots of orphans in need of good homes, but their own cultures don't so-much support the idea of adoption and put them in orphanages instead...

If Peter couldn't have kids, I'd be devastated, since it's something we both want for our future... But I'd support whatever was right for the BOTH of us, whatever decision that may be.

I find it hard to imagine my future without a child or two in the picture. Chloe and I talked about surregacy a few times and we both said that if either of us really wanted kids, but couldn't, then the other would have a surrogate child for them instead. At least I know chloe CAN have kids, so if all else fails, I'll get her to pop a sprog out for me! lol.