"A Problem Page For All!"

I told my mum what Fea's mum had done & she was on Fea's mums side!She said "Well it is her house & Fea's at uni & maybe she wants charles to have the bigger room".Grrrr,how did I know she'd stick up for the mother?!Caitlia,I just read your e-mail but I'll reply offline so I can write more:( I sooo want to visit you but a major worry is the durn customs people ie do I get interrigated cos I can't name a hotel or my return ticket's too late?I hate that US customs treats us like terrorists but our immigration lets US citizens in quite easily:( BUT I'd still like to come,still like to conquer all my fears & see you & your lovely family even though the thought terrifies me because I'm almost sure you'd hate me & think I'm a jerk!:( I've been pouring over my California guidebooks again dreaming of the best vacation I'll ever have,I have to come to CA,be it to Norcal or LA,I have to do it!My mum says I'm not brave enough to fly to the US,I sooo want to prove her wrong!Why are mums so mean to people they're supposed to love?Anyways I'd better go,I love ya Caitsybobs!xxxx to the lunarmountains & back!xxxx

What I've got they used to call the blues,nothing is really wrong,feeling like I don't belong.Walking around some kind of lonely clown,rainy days & Mondays always get me down!