"A Problem Page For All!"

I can't believe she's done that angel,she may as well stick a note on the front door saying"You're no longer welcome in my house,it's my house & I'll do whatever I like with it!".I'm really sorry she's done that & can't understand why it's out of order:( Our cottage is tiny so the 2 bedrooms have been given to Jamie & me but I'm only borrowing until I leave because as mum keeps reminding me it's hers,she hates sleeping in the front room.I can see where she's coming from but it's horrible knowing that you don't have a truely secure place that will always be there for you:( Why don't we pool our money honey & go to California for christmas?That way i won't get charged phenomenal single supplements in the hotels & we could explore together...plus you could slap me when I had a panic attack on the plane!I wish I could stay with pals but I think the idea of me coming to stay freaks people out which is sad cos I kind of feel brave enough to do it now:( Anyway text me if you like,I officially hate your momma too...to the moon & back cos she's hurting my angel!I love you darlin:)xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

What I've got they used to call the blues,nothing is really wrong,feeling like I don't belong.Walking around some kind of lonely clown,rainy days & Mondays always get me down!