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Thankyou,thankyou,thankyou you three wonderful people for your words of comfort:)I am so grateful to you for the things that you wrote & I promise you that it made me feel so much better & I love you all so much for making my heart feel warm again.I feel lucky in a way that my dad was such a funny man as all of my thoughts of him involve laughter & fun,I've even imagined him running up to Karen Carpenter in heaven & telling her how much I love her!So I want you to know that I am alright,I WILL come through this & I'll make dad proud!The days aren't black,they are grey but some days the sun finds a crack in the clouds.I know dad always wanted me to be happy so I'm promising him that I will be again,it'll take time but I'll get there.Please don't feel you need to treat me any different,I'm still me & I still love you & I still want to hear about your lives...about being chased by llama's or falling in love...I still want you to feel like you can be yourselves.I love you so much & I'm glad that I'm able to turn to you at this awful time & receive such comfort from your words,thankyou for being here for me.I will be okay I promise:)xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

What I've got they used to call the blues,nothing is really wrong,feeling like I don't belong.Walking around some kind of lonely clown,rainy days & Mondays always get me down!