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I need to make this message short because it's upsetting me to be writing it but I want to let people know,even though they can do nothing to take the pain away but I love you all & I need to turn to you right now.On Sunday August 15th my dad had a heart attack & he died...just like that,no warning,no hope,no second chance.We all went happily to bed on Saturday night with no idea our world would be torn apart the next day.I am sad,very very sad but I'm also stunned because it was so sudden,one minute my dad was there the next he'll never be here for me again.I can't understand why this has happened to us,I'm devastated but I need my angels to be their normal lovely selves,to keep me from going under,to distract me & make me laugh.I hope my dad knew how much I loved him,& how much I always will,I wish I could have him back,maybe one day this will make some kind of sense,I really hope it gets better.

What I've got they used to call the blues,nothing is really wrong,feeling like I don't belong.Walking around some kind of lonely clown,rainy days & Mondays always get me down!