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So the news is this:

Ryland. You all remember Ryland, right? (To refresh your memories, see photo: http://f2.pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/franban86/detail?.dir=/9849&.dnm=01c6.jpg) Well, for the past couple of months, ever since the party, I've been making somewhat of a goose of myself on Wiki (the message-board-type place where Not Back to School Campers gather) over how I have a crush on him. Nothing really bad, but, you know, posting in the who-do-you-have-a-crush-on area, etc.

Now he e-mails Jimmy and Rachel to ask if he can come visit. (He adds that he would have sent the message to me, too, but that there is a "hole punched through her name in my camp directory." Uhhhh...) !!! He's driving through Indiana on his way to camp this fall, probably with one or two other campers, and they'd like to stay overnight here.

ACK ACK ACK! Clearly, he hasn't missed the cake I've been making of myself on wiki. This is so freaking in embarrassing! Of course I want to see him, but what if I act all weird or what of he acts all weird, or maybe we can just let it slide? What to do, my friends, what to do?!?!?! ?!? It's not like I'm so infatuated with him that I'm going to do anything silly while he's here, but the whole family is teasing me about it and I feel like such a fool. Is it such a crime to find someone attractive? What I'm most worried about, when it comes down to it, is that he'll be uncomfortable around me. I don't want to make someone feel uncomfortable! Drat.

Any advice? Please?

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