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It was definitely hard for me to live with Nathan. I'm actually the sort of person who really needs soltitude, complete silence and aloneness. I never realized how independent I actually am until I lived with Nathan.

Having him near me all the time just got on my nerves and made me feel irritated at him a lot of the time even though he never did anything obviously annoying. I just tensed up whenever I heard my door open and heard him walking towards me. I need to be away from him, miss him, dream about him and not be able to have him here whenever I darn please.

We had our rooms -- thank God! I could never, ever, ever share a room with someone else. (Kody and I used to, but only until I was about 9-10 I think.)

It's funny, but I think that if I had to live with Nathan, I just couldn't do it -- I wouldn't do it. I might end our relationship. Even visiting relatives for a few days makes me feel caged in and too...committed to socializing I guess. I need lots of time to go off and completely ignore the rest of the universe whenever I want to!

I hope that doesn't make you feel like I would hate to visit you ever, though. That I wouldn't mind at all! As long as I could hang in the hammock and daydream by myself sometimes. Do you still have a hammock? I should buy one...I wonder how much they cost?