"A Problem Page For All!"

You know, i've been writing up here with the rest of you guys for around 4 months now, i woudl say. on and off that is. and this is the first time that i have been around and able to write just as much as everyone else at one of the times when the place is alive and jumping with people and posts.

i know that you guys all welcomed me into the heart of this place, and i accepted gladly, but at hte same time, it was also to keep close contact just with fea, who knows i love her! *winks and smiles*

thing is, until now, i haven't actually felt as though i was one of the actual group. this i don't think had anything to do with you each in your regards to me, so much as all of your history together that i kinda felt as though i were intruding on. cait with nathan that i knew nothing about and yana's cat (can i even say that and have it make sense?) the thing is, that i feel as though i have now come to earn that knowledge of you, becoming part of the group as a result, not because of me living and being friends with fleur, but because of who i am and the fact that i can contribute intelligently enough (sometimes at least) to things that are said here.

this is a really great place and i now cherish it as much as i guess the rest of you do. it's a place to go when i'm in dispair because i don't know anyone around my age yet wherever i go and it is all too easy to get lonely without the close friends nearby. you're always there for each other with everything, and now... i kinda feel as though you are there for me as well.

*hugs all of you tightly*

thank you guys. just for being you.