I'm so sorry Alexi, losing a husband and a grandson in one year is horrific. I can't imagine how challenging it is to be your own rock. My husband was my lifeline.
It's crazy to think how unprepared humans are. I remember thinking when my granddaughter Sammy died in 2005 during childbirth it couldn't get worse than this. Here I was picking out a dress to cremate my granddaughter with my middle son. He was numb. Then in 2008, his second child also died in childbirth and I was picking out another outfit with him. But then knowing my son found his son's body and then seeing what he really looked like after the accident at the morgue. I knew it was a lot worse. There wasn't a perfect angel looking back at me this time. It's almost 2 years and I still see my grandson's broken body. My son is a walking shell, he goes through the motions but there's no joy in him. I'm terrified that everytime the phone rings it will be some one saying he's gone too.
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