Noticing Newbies

hi everyone!
about me! ...what about me?! i really get lost when i want to talk about myself. i don't know what i am? am i a lot of things, am i nothing?
do i know me better than you? do i know the real me? no, i'm just ignorant like you, but let me tell you about the other me. i'm a 19 year girl. i'm a non-native english speaker . i don't even know if i'm a good writer but i have this energy inside of me that push me to write. i have my writing rules:i can't write unless i'm alone, listening to music, in a very good or bad mood . i also have this thing, i can't write a draft, every time i introduce a new line i make a new "clean" draft and i keep writing my lines over and over again until i get a thousand of drafts. now that's a problem so i tried writing on computer but it was not the same feeling, not the same inspiration holding my pencil, so i'm still accumulating papers on my desk. anyway, it's been a long time since i grabbed a pencil and let it all out, so i'm trying this as new way of inspiration. thank you for accepting me among you.
sincerely.