Weekly Goals

thanks... I haven't had mine for all that long... they have been getting progressively worse since june and with that change in vision balance problems and every now and then, my arms and legs get that tingly feeling in them... plus headaches that break through my super high dose of Topamax.. that all in addition to the stupid night seizures which are clustered since august each night.. lasting 30 sec each then starting over every 30sec to a min my hubs said... I am never awake.. although lately he said I convulse badly and I get horrible migraines after and sore muscles and of course tired the day or even two after. and with having them just about nightly... it sucks I never get caught up... I see neuro Friday and my dr on 14th. UGH... it is like they are status epilepticus ones the way they are and I am on lamictal, and I know that it can cause those on occasion. I would rather them be caused by a med... they took me off one thinking it was caused by that, but it wasn't.... :( my mind is reeling... if it isn't meds.. then what? I had an mri in sept 2013 that had changed from 2012, just slightly... but it did.. and then starting in early may my eyes had to be checked because they were off... and then everything else started... and it has been snowballing. I can't help but worry.. because I do not have epilepsy... nor was I born with anything that would cause it. So this is all NEW things... and from what is going on.... apparently, not good. I have a heart condition and just the stress is not good for it... I am trying to stay calm.
and thanks for thinking I am a natural at writing... right now, I think it will be my saving grace... as I am just writing each day as a journal form... free writing. what ever comes out, does.
:)

Andrea Kine ~ Writer, Poet, Artist

"Art should comfort the disturbed and disturb the comfortable" ~ Cesar Cruz :)