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My maternal grandmother passed away this last Sunday. It has been an emotion week ever since. Though I wasn't very close to her, I am very upset over this, due to the effects on my mother. I have begun dreaming about death as well as about my mother.

My paternal grandmother who I lost many years ago, and I was very close to, was the first death that truly had an impact on me. Ever since this Sunday, I have begun dreaming about her and grandpa as well, Is this natural? Is this part of the process?

I realize that as we lose loved ones, we begin to think of our own mortality and what we have done or didn't do in life. However for someone who is normally happy go lucky, this practically kept me in bed for two days. I didn't want to eat or do anything...depression...maybe...but it was short lived. Now, I don't know what I feel. I do worry about my mother though.