Mystical Meditations

I've been suffering from mental illness for a long time and it is messing up my life pretty bad. I'm unemployed, live with my parents and don't really have any friends anymore except my girl who also suffers from mental illness. I love to write though. I've really been using this site a lot to work on my stories and poetry. It really makes me feel better about myself when someone reads something I wrote and actually likes it and the feedback is really helpful too. I actually can't even afford the ten dollars for a basic membership so I put all my poetry into one document and can't really enter any of the good contests haha. But that's ok. I'm just happy to have something to do with myself finally.