Red Opium.

I know exactly how you feel. I once stopped for a whole school year, and then I felt so disappointed and bad when I did it again. It seems like it should be so easy to stop, doesn't it? Except it really isn't. And I promise stuff does help and people do understand (like me for instance!). What really helped me was finding something that took my mind off it. WDC is a good one :), and if where you live, there's a chapter of Sweet Adelines...that's really good. That's how I managed to stop (for the most part, anyway). Things will get better.

"Whoever fights monsters should see to it that in the process he does not become a monster. And when you look long into the abyss, the abyss also looks into you."-Nietzsche
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