Red Opium.

I have only told about 3 really close friends about things I have done to myself, but there is one that knows everything and he helps me as much as he can, so I'm glad I found him, he just can't get close to me, as he and I will get into trouble.

Yes my Grandad and I are very close, when I was with him, I did everything with him... Thats what makes it more upsetting, mostly becuase this time I couldn't do anything with him.

I do try to do other things then cut I have tried many things, thats when I started writing, I write stories and poems, mostly poems, and most the time they are about me and what has just happened....

Chantal