Red Opium.

Well, I bit the end off of every pen I had, that was getting pretty expensive, too. Ha. Ha. I hate smoking, I do, but really when I weigh the benefits of smoking to the risks, its almost worth it to me to smoke. I'm not vain, I don't care about the weight gain (I'd like to lose weight but that's not enough to make me smoke) but I do care about being able to get out of the bed in the morning. I didn't smoke for 10 weeks and for 10 weeks I barely made it out of bed each day. I started back Thursday, Friday and Saturday I was camping with the Boy Scouts, Sunday and Monday I had the flu and today, I'm back on my feet. I actually got out of bed at 9:30 and I'm functioning pretty well today. I'm really tired from being sick, but my mind is clear, the voices are subdued (not gone but subdued) and I feel like I might make it the whole day without a nap. I might even get some writing done today. Now, that's a good day.

Love,

Daphne

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