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Something throbbed inside me when passing hither.
He was there not by flash but within me; something I could not define.
I was there tens of times but with him everything was of unique kind.
He told me he has never been there before and now I wander
while I remember his fun when we found a strange sign
which I was ignorant of and he laughed when I felt in bind.

How hastily time used to pass when we were together.
I was relieved perceiving your presence and everything was quite fine
when your look glittered examining my soul to remind
me that because you were there, precious worth every tick of the hour.
I got used to sleep waiting to wake after another rising sunshine
to meet you and sense your care when my spirit seems to decline.
I regained your unrest whenever I was on a hurry but now I know

Because you're there all the time, emptiness dwells and I wither.
Everything seems meaningless and from life I started to decline.
What makes those moments shared with you stick in my mind
incomparable resembling nothing ever?
Now no you, and there my feelings for you pine
but just like a mirage as everything was left behind.

The choice was taken by me and that what rendered it harder.
I find you everywhere dwelling in every inch of mine
and my heart for anyone other than you is blind.
Still I preferred to stay afar in spite all the pain I knew I'd suffer.
To leave was right but how can my life from you resign?
And yet for only you all my lines do rhyme and I find
my brush painting your eyes in every portrait I draw!