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Impromptu Dance Behind veils of old lace curtains wrapped around me, I prance, to the sounds of Mystic Moods, in a strange ballet for neighbor ladies whose smiles were kind right from the moment I made my grand entrance. What occasion or adventure brings me to sashay in the presence of these women as they sit aligned on the sofa, chatting, I cannot say. Do they see a nuisance, or are they bemused at the sight of a child so seriously at play? I float extravagantly with the music, completely defined by a dreamy, guileless vision of romance. Enveloped in a fairy-tale daydream, I sway and pirouette and cavort until I've become entwined in gossamer dreams and old lace curtains. I lose my poise. Red with effort and an inarticulate sense of being, I'm glad I took the chance to enter the room without permission, thinking first or making an assay. Had I thought to ask mom first, she would have declined, aware that stage fright might leave me trembling and standing in a trance, or if siblings hankered for the spotlight, it could turn out to be a melee, or some dreadful mix of tears with all of that combined. Dizzy from my gyrations, I'm light-headed and slightly off balance. Nothing in the women's faces or posture says that they will betray my self assurance or disparage my undesigned, presumptuous, spontaneous performance, yet, I reel shyly at their applause and compliments, and walk away. The turning point has gone. The freedom of movement and spirit is behind. What I had to articulate was in the dance. It has no voice.
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