Red Opium.

Alex you are worth it! So please don't shut up, whatever it is, let it all out if you want to.

And as for the title of this, it's not a matter of how strong you are. Everyone needs a way to cope. This way is yours, mine, and many other peoples. Keeping these things locked up inside isn't a great thing to do, you need to let them out, but in a safer way.

Ten months, wow! But I wonder, have you actually stopped cutting during that time, or have you just kept youself from doing so during that time?

I seen your blog, sounds like you had quite a bit on your mind. You said you know you won't be doing it again for a long time. But bottom line, it will/could happen again. I was just wondering, have you tried any alternatives?

Kelly