I did have suicide in mind; fortunately I didn't have knives that were sharp enough. Which brings me to the fact that I knew that when I cut. Last week I knew that the knives I have now would cut straight through my wrist and so I didn't do it. so, I guess subconsciously, i really didn't want to die. I just thought I did. Now, I wouldn't mind dying, but I don't want to do it by my own hand. For the last 2 - 3 years, I've just kind of gone to sleep at night not really caring if I wake up in the morning.
Well, I rambled a lot but I hope that answered your question.
Daphne
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