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I think that the sexiest moment I ever had was with my soon to be ex husband. We had been dating for about a month. Our whole romance started out on the internet. He is a fabulous writer and we started a story together. Somewhere in the middle of all of it, I realized that I loved him. I left my spouse. He moved in with me. For an entire month, we never did a thing, but one night, he got me in the bathroom and told me to take off my clothes. I didn't want to. My entire life I have hated my body. But he was insistent, so I slid down my short and took off my top. He was quiet for a moment, looking me up and down. Then he said 'my god, you're fucking beautiful'. That was the first time that we ever had sex. It was amazing. For the first time, I felt completely free. He was like the men in romance novels. His primary goal was pleasing me. He made love to me until I couldn't breathe and then he said 'I don't want to have sex tonight. I just want to remember this moment for awhile before we go any farther.' three nights later, we did. But I'll never forget the night that he made me feel beautiful and desirable. and I'll never forget how his mouth felt on me. It was the most perfect night of my life. If life is a bowl of cherries, then why am I living in the pits? |