one feeling

it was about June 2019 that i came out as gay I'm a St john Cadet and was later labeled as a slut for sleeping with a guy, i hadnt slept with a guy for all of my life other than when i was raped in 2018 after coming out as bisexual
in august of 2019 i met my now girlfriend and met her in September of 2019
but throughout this time my girlfriends, friends stayed away except one
this particular friend messaged me within the first week of my relationship at the time she didn't know me or my past
i met said friend in October about 4 days before i fell sick with glandular fever
she gave me a strange feeling and i didn't like her
i got sick and came home i then got a message saying
' despite what you might think i still care,'
i was pissed off
because according her boyfriend and herself i was a controlling bitch then went around her high school telling lies about me
its now four months for me and my gf and this friend has finally backed off

don't be afraid to come out if you are a member of pride or the LGBTQ+ community but just know you will get through anything